Lady-Fluff

Lost in the darkness of the blinking light my eyes can't focus, try as they might. My heart is racing and I don't know why maybe it's because I'm going to die. Where shall I go then? To fair Heaven or torturous hell? I think you know the answer very well. I'm trapped, caught in the middle they won't let me in with out answering a riddle If I answer wrong I go away, far from happiness and peace I'll be sent to hell, and forced to be with Lucifier and the beasts. I listen closely to what he says, I give my answer and lower my head. "Congradulations", he whispers, "But you're not dead." I open my eyes as I lay on the ground. Lookin

When I had just arrived at highschool I was what most people would call antisocial. I had a small group of friends that ment the world to me but left me once we started attending highschool. Every morning I would sit in the econ room before homebase, wondering what I would do with myself. I would go to homebase with a math teacher then finally leave for my favorite class band. The teacher wasn't the greatest but I didn't care as long as I had a chance to play. I didn't know that a few of my friends were in that class, Alex whom earlier in 8th grade had a feud with me.    One day he came to me, asking me to join him and his group of friends

I am the one in the back all quiet I am the one in all black mouthing off I am the one in the shadows writing feelings down I am the one in the front saying all the right things I am the one in the middle laughing at the ones around me I am the one in the middle getting laughed at I am the one with the strange hair getting weird looks I am the one giving the girl with weird hair my look of dissapprovel I am the teacher seeing all that is going on but not stopping it I am the student who can't take anymore and decides to end it I am the one who stands up and calls for peoples attention I am the one who slouches down begging for peop

I wish I could just run away far far ever so far away never seeing any of you again hopefully you will find a new friend give her a nickname then replace me then things will be as happy as can be for you never notice when i'm there anyways so why would I care anymore about all of you I hear of things that you all have done makes me feel left out and alone then you tell me that your all my friends well I hate to tell you but you don't act like it you tell me not to cut my wrists but you don't even know why I do it how do you know that your not the cause how do you know that I don't sleep at night because i'm crying from all the